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Today I post a piece I'm neither happy to write, nor do I feel good for writing. David Bowie has left us too soon, and my psyche is reeling from it. But the poetry will help me process, and eventually it will be little more than a dull ache when I watch Labyrinth.
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This poem..
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I swear, I think that my poetry may end up killing me someday. Or at least, it'll lock me into a small padded room.
Why?
Most of my poetry is obsession-based. It takes root in my brain, then refuses to let go until I either take the time to fully explore why it's there, or it lets go with some semblance of grace after time progresses. (Plot bunnies have got absolutely nothing on poem-butterflies, by the way. *snarl*)
Some is.. cathartic. These are full of pain, emotion, or memory. Getting them out makes me feel better (most of the time) and let me get on with my life.
This one... Feels like both. It's driving me nuts, honestly. I can't quite publish it yet, because it's not 'finished', nor can I fully scrap it. So it sits in limbo, taunting my skills as a writer, because it's not up to my usual standards. And it pokes and prods my subconscious into mind-boggling dreams.
It will get published on here eventually. Just... not quite yet, damnit.
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I get it, dA.
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You want me to enter into the "make ugly" contest.
Putting a huge banner that completely throws me off my stride while browsing for inspiration will not do that.
Making it pop up on EVERY page will not do that.
It only makes me want to avoid coming onto DeviantArt.
Seriously. Stop.
Putting a huge banner that completely throws me off my stride while browsing for inspiration will not do that.
Making it pop up on EVERY page will not do that.
It only makes me want to avoid coming onto DeviantArt.
Seriously. Stop.
To be quite candid, I smoke about once a month, or less, depending on my stress levels. (It generally takes me about six months to get through a pack of mini-cigars, if not longer.) I am an adult. I know the risks. I don't smoke around children, if I can help it, and I try to not smoke around other people, because I have several friends who are deathly allergic to it. I try to be responsible.
I'm not smoking weed, or anything else illegal. Last time I checked, tobacco was still legal.
I'm not smoking weed, or anything else illegal. Last time I checked, tobacco was still legal.
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And now I know why...
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...ignoring my laptop is a bad thing. Seriously.
715 messages.
Not counting my emails and sundry others.
715 messages.
Not counting my emails and sundry others.
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Blank page + Millions of ideas...
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Generally equals page still being blank.
Especially when I'm trying to draw. Ah well. I'll keep working at it until I finally am happy with my work. Or I break my pencils trying. 
In the meanwhile, I'm working on a chibified Bender plush for a friend of a friend.
Especially when I'm trying to draw.
Ah well. I'll keep working at it until I finally am happy with my work. Or I break my pencils trying. In the meanwhile, I'm working on a chibified Bender plush for a friend of a friend.
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